Thursday, September 18, 2008

Sleepless Nights

The fundraiser is around the corner and there is still some details left to do. This was allot of work and proud to say that we are doing a great job on our own. A fundraiser is a voluntary donation, help is not asked it is given. Thank you to all those who are helping voluntarily.

Olivia is still not sleeping her nights, and wakes up crying. We have no idea and neither does the doctor. We are at a point of desperation, we are exhausted and functional by adrenaline. We understand that this is our problem and need to find a way to deal with this.

Nobody can understand what we are going through unless they are in our shoes. And many people do not want to be in our shoes. We cannot always burden our families with our situation and therefore we keep to ourselves. We are trying to make the best of a bad situation, in the best way we know how. People may not understand us but this is what our life is like, and we did choose it, it was handed to us. Olivia is a blessing for us no matter how difficult it gets, she just has to look up at us and smile or laugh and everything is forgotten.

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